Aeroplane^.^
We planned to go to East Coast Park last night but he ended up bringing me to Changi village...hahahaha...too bad couldn't see anything we wanted to see...than he drove further down the road...not sure where that place is...but loads of ppl were there camping...riding bikes...fishing and all sorts of stuffs...one thing I know for sure it's really near the airport...lolololol...really beautiful place...the scene was great when he drove along the shore...than parked somewhere and watch aeroplane land...all SQ...probably near T2 ba...as usual...the chit chat went well...almost fell asleep tho...was so comfy with the pillow he had in his car...ZZzzz...so happy that I went there...it's as tho I'm starting to see further than I used to...go places I never went b4...please let me stay happy...please let me stay happy...don't let it end...please please please...
About ten years...
I'v been having this feeling that we're slipping apart...we haven't been communicating and that wasn't a problem when I was studying back in Hong Kong...maybe it's just becos I was occupied with my other problems back then...people change I know...but known her for about ten years...can we really change that much?it seems like I don't know her anymore...we used to think alike and do things alike...now we seek for different things and even when I don't want to believe it...I have to admit that I'v been opposing her mentally...I feel sick and guilty about it...don't know why...just like last night...she's back from somewhere else and she didn't even tell me how everything went...she didn't even tell me she left in the first place...all she asked was if I wanted to join her in Jame's birthday party...I don't even know that guy that well...and she asked me cos she was afraid she'll get lonely...I was really hurt about that...it's as if I'm being a puppet now...only ask me out when she has no one else to go out with...maybe I'm just too sensitive and I think too much...but I really felt the bond that we used to have fading away...to top all that...she stopped chatting all of sudden and went offline without saying goodbye... how nice...*sigh* I really want to tell her how I feel...but I don't know how she would react...she always says I'm her best friend...but am I really?maybe I should start gathering my guts and organs...put them in place...seal them up tight and tell her how I feel...or maybe not...
Writing again=)
First of all would like to wish Sinan bro a very happy birthday...bigger boy now so...*salute*=D lolololol...anyways really had a tiring day today...not that I did much...just that I slept "early"...lol...went to the open field concert on sunday...still can't believe I went out so late...the songs were okok ba...not really into those musics...some of them were good tho...saw Ah Du in time...don't really know him actually...wouldn't know what songs he sings also...but heard the crowd screaming his name like maddies when he was on...anyways reached city hall at 8 15pm and went to look for Ryan...took such a long time to find him...feel so lost in the middle of the crowd...made me realise...I really don't go out that often...should try go gai gai more often...but with who wor...anyhoo...after a couple of phone calls and long distant walk...at last found the place where he was waiting...we sat down by the steps across the concert field and listened to the songs...a few people approached us and asked for directions...asked us for hp to call someone and even someone came to us and told us someone lost his/her handphone and malaysian passport with money in it...well...we were talking all the way...mostly nonsense...can't really remember what we talk about...I think just about stupid silly things...business stuffs...oh and how he want to have 7 wives...just like wei xiao bao...lololololol...he said he want to find sugar mummy and god mother also...lolololol...so we'v been sitting on those steps staring at passerby...helped him check out which girl would be good and so on...we stayed till the concert ended and left to have dinner/supper at mac...than he drove me home...reached home around 12 30 I think...the time spent with him was really great...and it made me realised that it is truly possible to have guy friends...and just go out with them alone being just friends...don't really have to care what others think...cos I saw alot of ppl staring at the both of us...don't know what to say already...don't know how to express myself anymore...only know that I had a great time..hope to go gai gai more often...even tho there was a price to pay...(rashes coming out)it was worth it=D
Been Sick...
Been sick for days and I'm still suffering...no voice at all...ok..maybe I could squeak a little bit...but really...feel like hell now...BaBa MaMa wasn't around when I was sick...but lucky thing Ryan came to rescue me...if not I wouldn't be able to get anything done at all...I had fever of 102.2 degree(f)...anyways...was burnt up so bad that I couldn't even walk straight...thank loads hun!*hug*but can tell u truthfully...u sure can sometimes be far worst naggy than my dad...lol!!Drink lots of water...have u taken your vitamins today...remember drink honey water...what did u do today...have u eaten...have u taken your med...what do u want to eat...lol...talking about what i want to eat...*sigh* cravings for ice cream...and frappe...*drools* but honestly...it feels so good to actually have someone there to care for me...I better stop here now...feel that my burnt up brain is taking control over my sanity again...gonna end here b4 I talk nonsense...
There goes another one...
Yep..just like the title...there goes another one...another guy that is...that tells exactly how it went yeah...probably gonna see another disappearing act again...how nice and facinating...*poof*
